
a satiating desire for happiness
leads me to believe that it is all a mirage
a fraudulence proclaimed by millions
only a facade of the subconscious
apprehensive tendencies muffled
into a catawampus catastrophe
blue is my mood
red are my thoughts
heart
a blackish hue
pantomime my emotions
show me how elementary they are
pour upon me what I give off
a sulfur of hate
dripping anxiety
burning nostrils
bleeding entrails
rancid bile
complete unadulterated shit