no one told me living would
be quite this uneventful
when you are younger you have
grandiose dreams of doing
something really fucking awesome
grand
or important
maybe even meaningful
but in all actuality
it’s just a shit-show of monotony
go to work
pay bills
get drunk
read
write
have sex
listen to music
play music
scroll the internet
masturbate
get high
gamble
paint
watch television
well I guess
other than the first two
life’s actually not that bad
Gloomy Forebodings 